As the sun grows and the rays settle on your once youthful face,now it seems that the path chosen has become evident. Those once blue eyesthat looked so crystal have truned and iridescent grey like the Seattle sky. Sometime ago just knowing your love made my dependent nature complete. As the stormy clouds rolled in so did the turbulent waves in our live.We both so different unable to cope went our different ways like magnet trying to connect.You out late looking for the quick and easy fix of love,coming home as the earliest rays of sunlight starting to shone threw our matted curtains.I at home, but with a hight of my own which was not any better,denying that my marriage, my family was falling apart. Most of all I was falling apart!As the shy fell black in my mind the plagued venom filled my veins, emotionless I went about my life trying not to think about our ranid dependencies. My sight is blurred therefore no visions of you exist. My brain is lifeless, thereforeno thoughts of you evoke. When in this state of consciences nothing matters but myself--is that not how it should be ALWAYS? Fore the last moments togetherwhen everything had been so hazy, I envisioned everything so clear. I was not looking for a vicarious reaction but simply realizingthat one addiciton has lead to another and so on. Finally realizing that I must break all dependancies before finding my true identity.Good-bye my "so-called" loves. evnoBirth sign: Not entered
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