A black hole thats never ending, A broken heart that needs mending. Dark thoughts fill my mind, I'm trapped in this bind. I try to protray that I'm tough, With black clothes and dark makeup. But I'm sure that everyone can see, That I'm weak when they look at me. I've forgotten how to feel happy and good, I feel alone and always misunderstood. As this darkness inside me grows, I try to hide it but it always shows. I'm told that I'm worthless and bad, It makes me defensive and very mad. When I look in the mirror I try to see, The right person I used to be. This darkness casts a shadow over me, Making everything gloomy that I see. I feel the only way back into the light, Is to stop and give up this fight. Suicide is what it comes down to, But thats something that I could never do. Without hope I continue on, That someday this darkness will be gone.Birth sign: Not entered
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