there is a host I know I know him well For I can see him he's there. so close, yet so far he is there in body, spirit, and mind but he's not there for me, for me to find for something happened we can't explain something happened to cause such pain in both our hearts it does reside and in each other it will not subside. "time heals all ills," the scholars say but time won't heal what happened that day I miss him so and he'll never know Our relationship I was hoping would eternally grow but he wasn't ready to commit to that why doesn't he understand what he did to me? why doesn't he miss me? maybe he does. He's just confused But there's nothing I can do. I can only lose "Go on with you life. You don't need him," I hear. But, no one understands how much I need him near I should be angry. I should be mad But all I feel is sorry and hurt and sad I wish I could tell you, dear ***, how I feel For in my mind our relationship was so real. but in yours, it seemed, it was something too soon. I know I might have to wait until a new moon. But I'll be here for you if you ever need me for in my heart you'll remain until you truly decieve me.
Reason for writing:
A very, very painful relationship inspired me to write this a couple of weeks ago.
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