My Mean

by thomas - aquarius - Not entered

i can't wait.
just one more place to know i really sizzuck."

it is good for me.
like onion in my toothpaste
i do the daily deed to keep me clean
but something in the tube wastes
my nice, everytime i end up mean
i don't mean cruel when i say mean
and i don't mean motive chaste,
i mean this soul is the size of a bean.
you know, the mean of my whole
is the size of a mole.  Hasten
me home.  i've had my taste
time to sleep.
in permanent
deep<br>
i have one more. . .it is called
Sonnet for the Mourning

clouds cling to the mountains like the cotton of a summer dress,  
but that was summer springing.  then
this morning i looked and saw again
a lot of sky lit up, color for the soul's caress. 

each mourning  
my God makes the sun rise, painting a cry.
and i don't know when storms will build  
but even clouds, too dark, awe to His willing- but i

i 
still like
the pink traces of cotton candy spirits playing 
(may be waiting for me) 
in baby blue air 
up there.

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Reason for writing:

    looking forward to being a father. . .but my fiance called all off
what is the will of God? 
is it dictated?
or chosen?
    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1996-02-29 18:53:19
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:38:43
Poem ID: 44716

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