Jillian, I miss you. Things have changed since we broke up, yet I still think of you always. I would do anything for you, and I hope you would know that. Jillian, you are my heart in the way that without you I can't function the same. I don't want another heart for me, I want you. Each day, hour, minute, second, hurts even more without the heart beats that you provided me. I wonder if I could ever have that heart back, for that is the only heart that is compatible for me, the only heart which I would ever accept. Jillian, I wonder. I feel like I created my own prison when we broke up, and now I have to live in it. The prison is cold, silent, empty, lonely. Jillian, your my parole officer. Only you can take me out of jail. Jillian, I miss you. On my cloudy days you were the wind which blew my clouds away. I just wish that I could have that wind back for a few precious seconds. I miss that. I miss you. Will there be a sunny day again when which I have a heart beating, no clouds, no jail, and your wind to keep me feeling cool. I can only wish. Jillian, I will never find someone who will give me another heart, who will take me from my jail, who will keep those clouds away. I don't want anyone else to do that for me. Jillian, I want you, and only you. Jillian, remember this and what I have said in this. What I speak in this letter will always, always be valid. For if you ever change your mind, I will be forever accepting. Jillian, I miss you. Jillian, I love you.
Reason for writing:
I recently broke up with my girlfriend, Jillian. I missed her a lot and could not sleep so I started writing her poems. When we broke up I realized how much she meant to me and I really missed her. This is just me trying to express myself. Please send me comments. Thanks.
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