This pain in my heart, will I die of it?? I don't know whether to wish or worry. These tears in my eyes will they ever stop?? and if they should, what will be left of me?? How can 'I' go on, when all that 'I' was, All that was lovable was defined by you?? Where shall I find hope? Where will I find light? When you were the source of all that in my life??? I didn't know, what I didn't know before I met you -I never dared to hope to feel so valued - All the promises I've made to be all I can be -Who am I? what am I? without you with me?? I keep telling myself I'll be okay, that part of me is not lost forever. I've chosen, for the time, to stay alive but wonder if I'll ever again, feel alive? That which took you has invaded my soul I feel dark, dank, dead and unwholesome. How long can I stand here with death in my heart and resist its affinity grusome?
Reason for writing:
The death of a my most loved.
Birth sign: Not entered
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