Voices around me are just a mumble to my ear, I am not heard, why should I hear them? All my life I have put myself at the back And I have dedicated everything that I have to them. When they are stuck in their own businesses, I am nothing but a disturbance to all of them. Rejected but still I try again and again, Yet I will always be isolated away from them. I make my way through my miserable life, Wondering why I get this ignorance from them, I think to myself and question my faults, I wish they'd love me as much as I love them. Am I really so bad, do I make thier lives hell? I really should have a special bond wih them, I try and do the best I can, To be a sufficiant mother to them!!
Reason for writing:
I was inspired greatly to write this poem by my mother, because my family can often be cruel and shut her out and she sometimes look so unhappy, that I really do wonder whether those are the thoughts that swirl around her inside her head!
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