In my mirror

by Chris Huber, Leo - Not entered

In my mirror the Sunday woman
appears like a cloud of darkness.
In the temple of the Lord I see her
wrenching my new found manhood like
the rag that washes her sin stained skin.
I see tears of blood flowing from the
windows of my soul, flowing from the
deepest corners of my young blackened heart.
My dreams and life being beaten by 
the woman who holds my future.
As she circles my soul.
In my mirror.

In my mirror, my Father, a store, the knife
staring at me like the death that
I refuse to accept as fate handed down.
I see the steel that pierces through the
center of my creator's brief existence.
I see the red liquid that feeds
his hopes, desires, and ambitions
flowing out of his life.
Into a world of darkness.
Into a world of silence.
As he embraces me.
In my mirror.

In my mirror, the two men
follow me like shadows
embracing Hate and Misery.
Rising from the depths of hell
they penetrate my existence
into my tortured soul.
With every thrust Hate surrounds me
clutching my life for Misery to devour.
I see Hate and Misery leaving
me to drown and die within my own fears.
Hate and Misery continue to hide 
and wait for me in the shadows
of my soul.
In my miiror.

Reason for writing:

    I wrote this poem to help my self understand why I hate 
looking in the mirror. Its because not only do I see my 
reflection of my body, but I see the reflection of my soul
and everything that has ever happened to me. Looks come and
go but pain is forever.    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1996-06-28 00:34:30
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:38:51
Poem ID: 45147

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