Introspection

by Ronnie A. Herrin / Libra - Not entered

What is this part of me that
Lingers, to overhear my own conversation?
I lie rigid in the rigid circle.
It regards me from diametric points,
Without sex, and wise.
We lie in a rigid city, anticipating winds.
It circles me, intimating only by position
That it knows more than I want to.
There, it makes a gesture too masculine
Before ecstatic scenery.
Here, it suggests femininity,
Pausing at gore and bone.
It dithers and stammers, confronted by love.
It bows a blunt, mumbling head before
Injustice, rage, or even its own ignorance.
Still, I am convinced that
At the proper shock, it would
Rurn and call me, using
Those hermetic syllables I have abandoned
On the crags of a broken conscience,
On the planes of charred consciousness,
At the entrance to the ganglial city.
And I would raise my head.












Reason for writing:

    This poem is roughly twenty-five years old; inspired by a
long series of personal disasters (largely of my own making).
I was talking to myself, as I have always done, trying to 
make sense of the situation.  Sometimes I succeed in spite
of myself.
    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1996-07-23 04:39:18
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:38:53
Poem ID: 45263

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