what's in a name?

by Dewayne / Scorpio - Not entered

it's become my favorite time  
just past the line that seperates day and night 
when man surrenders his grip on the city 
and the earth has it's first opportunity to draw a breath 
in the cool still quietness....... 
 
time for me also 
to put the day behind 
with it's successes, failures and mediocrity 
and to just be...... 
                                      .........floating .......... 
on the lightness of the evening air 
 
and time to make my daily pilgrimage 
past the enchanted cottage 
situated between a perfect example of urban decay 
and a testament to middle-class tacky 
half covered with wisteria 
it's windows draped in sheer cotton tapestries of moons and stars 
that grand old station wagon out front 
leaning against the curb 
covered with a bumper crop of "be here now's" and "save the whale's" and so on.... 
a peel and stick spokesman for the new idealisms 
 
together  
they create an atmosphere 
almost magical 
almost mistical 
under the rising moon 
but none of them  
alone or together  
reason enough 
to bring me past each evening on my appointed rounds 
like an old-fashioned cop patrolling his beat 
rattling door knobs 
making sure each one is locked 
each citizen secure 
safely tucked away 
'till the morrow 
 
no that which calls me 
to this spot 
with such regularity 
is a very simple fact: 
 
it's where SHE lives 
 
where i first glimpsed her 
one early morn 
just past sunrise 
the new day streaming through her nightgown 
highlighting 
carressing 
her soft shoulders 
taut stomach 
creamy skin 
firm loins 
golden hair 
she looked up  
just for a moment 
and smiled 
and for an instant 
our eyes locked 
and immediatley i knew the secrets of her soul 
and shared mine with her 
my heart stopped 
as she turned and went inside the enchanted cottage 
closing the door 
on a possibility 
 
but it's just past nightfall 
that i can actualy feel her essence 
the air perfumed 
yet clean 
her bath finished 
hair up  
she sits by the window 
and writes 
or plays with her dog 
and i  
sit on the sidewalk 
across the street 
and try to think her thoughts 
 
she is gentle 
graceful 
at peace 
 
i wonder why she sits alone 
i would love to bring her a cup of tea 
or cool lemonade 
depending on the season 
and we could sit on her front porch 
and rock 
and she could tell me 
her favorite color 
the songs she sings when no one can hear 
the poems she's memorized 
the movies that moved her to see them again and again 
if she ever had a pony 
or still believes in santa 
 
i'd do my best to make her laugh 
feel comfortable 
instead i dream 
about the two of us 
running through the forest 
dancing in the surf 
sharing an ice cream 
our lips touching 
gently 
passionately 
completely 
arguing about silly stuff 
buying presents 
making plans 
getting mad 
making up 
 
i wonder if we had kids 
would they grow up straight and true and make us proud 
or cause us to become bitter 
and despise each other 
 
i wonder if she likes fruit in her cereal and going to the library 
and sleeping under the stars and reruns of m*a*s*h 
 
i bet she gives blood 
sponsors a child overseas 
believes in god 
and has a drawer just for tye-dyed stuff 
 
i hope she's happy 
life treats her good 
and that she never wants for anything 
 
as for me 
i also have a wish....... 
 
 
i wish i knew her name 
 
 
 
 

Reason for writing:

    it explains itself i think    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1996-08-17 16:07:07
Last updated: 2021-04-14 17:18:06
Poem ID: 45395

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