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by Butterfly, Virgo - Not entered

I am silent
deep in thoughts
knowing
that I am wrong
either way
my life is not complete
I feel so much
and so little
it hurts
and the pounding of my heart
grows faster
until I can't stand it any longer
and the tears fall
into my lap from a dark sea
of desperation
My soul screams your name
until it is all I hear
You understand
and I look up into deep eyes
that continue to watch me
Sad, hopeful and scared
my breath catches
and for those precious few moments
when we are connected
I am whole

Reason for writing:

    I had to choose between the two greatest loves of my life; it was a situation that filled me with endless hope and endless desperation.    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1996-09-19 05:51:32
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:39:00
Poem ID: 45605

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