Fortress Inside

by Thomas Bashore...Cancer - Not entered


There are pages in my life
 that no one should ever read
 there are scars on my veins
 where many times, I did bleed

I feel I must save others
 so much, I have contained
 for through the years I've built
 a fortress to hide the pain

The stones are all in place
 as far as I can see
 A beautiful hidden fortress
 known only - to me

Carefully placed blocks
 strong and piled high
 to prevent other from seeing
 my lonely weeping inside

There is no begining, no ending
 there are no celings, no floors
 for the searcher will soon discover
 that the walls have no doors

Many have tried to coax me
 to the outskirts of my line
 but I fear there is no safety
 beyond the bounds of my confine

I know I cannot find true happiness
 for I've looked far and wide
 so I've created my own illusions
 on the walls of my fortress inside

So many years have passed
 and while I've found comfort here within
 the pace of my undoing
 blows by faster than the wind

Now my work is never done
 for tomorrow, if I rise
 I will begin the task of building
 yet another fortress inside

Reason for writing:

    
These particular walls are being built after a lost love, thus becoming the foundation for the fortress inside.  Let me know what you think????    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1996-10-09 19:50:36
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:39:02
Poem ID: 45750

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