Lock me behind big doors. Throw away the key. My heart is full of sarow so don't go care for me. My mind is in a maze. I'm lost and I am falling. When will I be caught? U'm afraid of being alone. When will you stop yelling? And telling me what to do? I think I do better doing what I do. Many of my tears will be sheded, before I'm satisfied. But when will I be able to see beyond that fog? My road is rouph and bummpy. I don't know where I am. No one understands me. I'm not who you think I am. You try to stick right by me like a true friend should. But sweety let me tell you that you misunderstood. I'm in a state of confusion. A place I can't find a way to get out of. A place where I do not know. A place where there is not a shadow. I do not know whats comeing or really what has gone. I just know I'm falling and I better hold on. Yet there are no handles, no straps, no bars, no grips. Just a deep pit which I keep falling down. I need someone to catch me! Someone who understands! You my friend were a hope. But now I see you can't. Someone please help me!! I'm locked so far away! Please oh please let me.... See the light of day.
Reason for writing:
Becuase I felt so trapped up and sometimes still do.
Writing is what I love best this is one of my few poems
including "Raped" which is on here.
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