THE GLARE

by GAYLE MCDONOUGH (CANCER) - Not entered

AM I ON THE INSIDE LOOKING OUT OR THE OUTSIDE
LOOKING IN?
IS THIS THE ROAD LESS TRAVELED OR SOME-
WHERE I HAVE ALREADY BEEN?
EYES STARING AT ME,
FACES GLARING AT ME,
SOME FROWNS, A FEW SMILES,
WATCHING ME ALL THE WHILE.
LIKE A FLAME BURNING THROUGH ME,
AS IF THEY ALL KNEW ME.
WITH THEIR EXPECTATIONS AND NARROW MINDS,
THINKING THEY SEE, BUT THEY ARE ALL BLIND, 
TO THE FACT OF WHO I ACTUALLY AM,
AND I DO NOT GIVE A DAMN.

Reason for writing:

    SOCIETY EXPECTING ME TO THINK AND BEHAVE
IN A CERTAIN WAY, DUE TO THE COLOR OF MY 
SKIN. I AM WHITE, AND I AM NOT SUPPOSED TO BE
HIP OR FLY. I AM EXPECTED TO BE UPTIGHT OR ALL
THAT OTHER. I JUST WANT TO BE MYSELF.

    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1996-11-02 13:57:09
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:39:06
Poem ID: 45934

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