My Machine

by Joseph Kerschbaum - Not entered

heat from the sun.
heat from hell.
i forge my soul.
the metal bends at my will.
molten, liquid life
hardens inside of me.
my heart pumps again.
i will make it. 
i am metal.
i have my machine.

i am mechanical terror.
i am industrial agony.
i am reborn.
i am yours.

my blood is no more.
oil courses through my veins.
i excrete lubricants
and my machine intiates.
the metal glistens and shines
as the sun blazes down on me.
i am top of the line.
i am perfect.
the earth holds me no more.
i am god.

i am mechanical terror.
i am industrial agony.
i am reborn.
i am yours.

my body works 
as well as it was crafted.
my sensors registers pain
but i remain operational.
the functions of my machine slow.
my sensors register nothing.
everything turns black:
the clouds, the sun and heavens.
Not a third time!
Not again.

i am mechinal terror.
t am industrial agony.
i am reborn.
i am yours.

my machine has failed.
i can't win.
am i not good enough?
am i not rightous enough for you?
no loves you more than i do.
i will show you.
my last idea strikes.
i will win.
i will become death.
i will become sin.

i will become sin.
i will become sin.
i will become sin.

Reason for writing:

    This poem is part three of a four poem cycle.  I'm sure
it doesn't make much sense but hopefully it will incourage
you to visit my home page, Inane @ http://ezinfo.ucs.indiana.edu.
    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1996-11-16 21:30:29
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:39:08
Poem ID: 46043

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