Scars

by Jenni Balsam - Not entered

desperate fingers searching through my hair
why aren't you here
witness this this golden baby
plucking feathers pulling string and grinding teeth
I curse you
with nothing left but a voice been
sliced at the throat cut at the bloom
and I flood

this room with its peach pink walls
inner barricades from places once seen
I am breathing, barely
thinking of this thing called wishing
on all fours for you
screaming and screeching, a banshee
I hate you

I would shoot my leg off if I thought you would care

cherub cherry blonde caught in a swell
can't catch air swallowing you you and dead space
brittle white thighs wrapped tightly around your neck
shove this stale scent anywhere I can anywhere you are
fuck.
baby, look at my scars

Reason for writing:

    I have been writing all of this flowery, romantic stuff lately, and I wanted to make sure I still had a pulse. So, I wrote this cheery little poem!    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1996-12-19 15:01:55
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:39:11
Poem ID: 46238

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