She Walks with Emptiness

by Thomas Lee Rhymes (Cancer) - Not entered

She walks, alone
down the sidewalk
the wind tossing amok -
hair - that has never been styled -
and against clothing -
that was never in fashion

Her face is scrubbed clean
and makeup is not in the budget, nor a thought
the blush in her cheeks
created by Nature's cold and the wind

She is the outcast
you remember her:

the one who never spoke in class
the one who was never picked for a team
the one without -  friends?

How easily we forget - how easily.

And while we lived
and loved
and traveled
and began our families
she walked, as she does now,
alone

Gentle kisses
never touched her lips
nor a lover's touch
upon those wind pierced cheeks

she faded from our memories
as last week's dinner
and we never looked back
to remember her
as she never looked forward
to happiness on Life's horizon

Yet, somewhere in my soul
the desire to hold her appears
my Mind's Eye sees her
in silk - her hair glowing in the sunlight
her body - a temple of Passion
and we are two exhausted adventurers
in the journey of Hearts

I see fire - in her sad eyes
and hear her speak my name
amid the sighs of one satisfied
with Life and with our lovemaking

And all her pain
has been replaced by the security
of my arms
and the compassion
of my heart . . . . . . . . . 

My thoughts are ended
by the changing light
and I travel on, away,
from her -
and from her endless pain

And I think -
How close we each have come to this
How nearly, we have missed this Tomb
which she must call "My life."
And we, but call "A shame."

She is - and will always be -
the outcast who
walks with Emptiness.



C 1996 Thomas Lee Rhymes - written 12/04/96


Reason for writing:

    All of us have known a person such as this.  Some of us, myself included, have - at one time - been this person.
I work with a lady who is ridiculed by the others, yet, when I suggest to them that they should help her - they refuse.  Such is Human Nature.
What inspired the writing of this, was a woman I saw walking down the street as I was on my way to pick up my son from school.
I hope this makes the reader think of those who are in need of friendship.

    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1996-12-21 22:01:41
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:39:12
Poem ID: 46259

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