THREW MY EYES

by FRAN BERNEDETTE WAGNER 9CANCER0 - Not entered

LOOK AT ME THREW MY EYES AND FEEL THE PAIN I HIDE INSIDE. I AM
AM 16 YEARS PLD AND I HAVE BEEN DIAGNOISED WITH BI-POLAR DISODER
COMMON WITH ADULTS. I DIDN'T ASK FOR IT BUT HERE I AM 16 YEARS
OLD AND WITHOUT A FRIEND. KNOW ONE TALKS TO YOU WHEN YOU ARE CRAZY 
REALY NEEDS THEM ANY WAY THEY DIDN'T KNOW ME. THEY DIDN'T KNOW
THE LOVE I SHARED WITH PEOPLE EVERYDAY. THEY DIDN'T KNOW THE
SMILE I BROUGHT ALONG MY CHEERY WAY. KNOW ONE EVER KNEW HOW IT
FELT WHEN SCHOOL KIDS WOULD STOP AND STARE AND SAY WHO LET
YOU HERE. SO I ONLY ASK YOU LOOK THREW MY EYES SO YOU CAN FEEL
THE PAIN I HIDE.

Reason for writing:

    I WROTE THIS POEM A YEAR AGO WHEN I WAS FIRST DIAGNOISED WITH
BI-POLAR DISODER. I WANTED PEOPLE TO KNOW HOW MUCH PAIN I FELT EVERY 
TIME THEY HURT ME!!! I WANTED TO PROVE I WAS NOT CRAZY AND I HAD FEELINGS
FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO DONT KNOW WHAT BI-POLAR DISODER IS IT IS A PSYCHIATRIC
ILLNESS THAT MAKES ME VERY DEPPRESED AND THEN I BECOME VERY MANIC

MANIC.
    

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Date created: 1997-01-02 02:25:48
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:39:14
Poem ID: 46362

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