If you really love him

by Eric Chau (SyntaxErr) - Not entered

Spring was the time when we met
Summer we finally became friends
We fell in love when it was fall
It suddenly became Winter as you said "Good Bye"

Though my life seemed colorful
My happiness couldn't last long
As I knew we had to be apart
I still couldn't get rid of the past

I still loved you like that
I still need you like that
I still miss you like that
I were still waiting for your return
I couldn't live without you
I just knew how to love you
But you just tell me that
"If you really love me,
Please let go...
I wanna go with him...
I wanna go with him...
I have to go with him..."

We loved to watch the starry sky
In every morning we enjoyed
As we broke up
The stars shine no longer

I wished you and him
Would be lovers forevermore
But when I glanced at your eyes
I couldn't get rid of the past

I still secretly looked at you
I still wanna give you a gentle kiss
Wanna hold you tightly
But I didn't know how to tell you that
I couldn't live without you
I just knew how to love you
My love to you had never changed
You just told me that
"Let me go...
I wanna go with him..."

I still loved you like that
I still need you like that
I still miss you like that
I were still waiting for your return
I finally lost you
But I still didn't know how should I love you
Oh well here is my response
"Cuz I really love you...
If you really love him...
Go ahead...
Please go with him...
Please go ahead...
Please go for it.."




Reason for writing:

    This poem is dedicated to my love to HERMIA YAU

Hermia was my ex-gf (kinda, at least), and she left me on Oct 18, 96. only to be with the one whom she really love...
They got together finally on Dec 16, 96. My love to her, however, has never decreased in size. Instead, it, in fact, is increasing. I know I should never have loved her again. I need to express all my love to her, and then I would love her nevermore...

I have written the Chinese Version of this poem first, which suits perfectly (to me, at least) to the song <Insensitive> by Jann Arden. The English Version, however, has nothing to do with the song    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1997-01-06 09:49:39
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:39:14
Poem ID: 46386

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