a stone and a casket

by Ronald Rand (Gemini) - Not entered

a stone and a casket
on a cold amber eve
i slowly unpacked it
beneath your tree

in the canvas sack
laid a shovel and a spade
with a breeze at my back
i perched in the shade

up from below
came a warm pool of steam 
you want me, now i know
it never was a dream

my throat, dry and cracked
my lips parched of thirst
it won't be much longer, darling
or my heart will surely burst

i was going to save
the love you wouldn't take
like the ring to you i gave
that you buried in the lake

and forever i would be
your mortal slave so true
and love you more than he
you thought you really knew

i waited atop your mound of dirt
two deep breaths and a silent prayer
an empty vase and a grassy skirt
i never wanted to put you there

but i knew i loved you
and forever planned that day
i slayed you, that part's true
but it was the only possible way

the earth was soft
and warm and wet
i dug 'til i coughed
from drowning in sweat

when i found you and beheld you
you were waiting for me there
your nails had turned blue
and you clutched at your hair

in tears, i dropped
and knelt at your feet
my heart had to stop
you never smelled so sweet

i took you in my arms
and held you to my chest
when i heard the alarms
coming far from the west

i climbed from your tomb
in my arm rest your head
like a bride and a groom
over the threshold to bed

i rubbed your back so you could rest
'til my eyes became so sleepy
with my face buried in your chest
that night i slept so sound and deeply

when i awoke you were watching me
i shut your eyes but they popped back open
i didn't want you to ever see
the tears i cried from my heart so broken

your head lolled and rolled to one side
i kissed your lips to wake you up
but your soul from me you still try to hide
my darling, i promise i will never give up

Reason for writing:

    just another one of those days i guess
    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1997-01-07 02:13:11
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:39:14
Poem ID: 46399

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