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by Jenny Christensen, Capracorn - Not entered

I use to dream of meeting someone like you.
I use to prey to God for a love as true as yours.
And the months we spent, 
Meant the world to me.

But it has been over a month,
I haven't heard from you.

I want you to know,
That the night you threw me out,
I died.

Rebuilding my life is the hardest thing to do.
But someone has to prepare for the life,
That grows inside of me.

Now all I can do is worry.
Will our child ever know the man i feel in love with?
Is that man still inside of you?

I use to prey to God for someone like you.....
Now I prey to stop loving you.

Reason for writing:

    I wrote this poem (just now, so it is my frist draft :) because a month ago my boyfriend cheated on me and threw me out of our apartmeant in the middle of the night....and i'm 4 months pregnant with his child.  I still love him.  
so please tell me what you think of it, what i could do to improve it. or what i can do to start getting on with my life, cuz i don't think i'm doing a good job at it right now.
    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1997-01-10 02:50:49
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:39:15
Poem ID: 46415

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