eliza's i's

by c. william lucas - Not entered


eliza, i thought of your name.
eliza, i am still not sober.
i've been drinking vodka, watching my 
	face in the bottom of a shot glass.
my hand screams towards my face, eliza,
and he curses my music - my only saftey net.

you understand, eliza, that i can't take it.

another shot, dear - i think of you too often.
too often my eyes shut.  
i wonder about you & eye,
	because i have nothing to offer to 
the world - but that's not what i'm told by everyone else.

spoons are thrown on the table while a dirty
beat is laid down.  i cuss because of the music.

eliza, i almost forgot - i have envisioned your name, but
i have not attached a face to the image.  please
	just become.  i will drink again.

remeber when we used to be young, and you
& eye eliza were so full of fullness.  that was what eye closed my
i's too.

Reason for writing:

    i heard the name eliza and liked it so much.

i was drunk when i was writing.  a useful tool is the bottle.
but only in moderation.    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1997-03-24 17:36:33
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:39:21
Poem ID: 46800

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