I'm all alone and nobody cares. Nobody at all. I sit by myself in a corner and hope someone will talk to me. I end up talking to myself. I just sit in a room waiting for someone to shoot me through the window. It never happens but I feel someone in my presence. People say it is my imagination. But I know it's not. I come home everyday crying. I'd kill myself but I feel the next day will be better. But so far it has been worse. I don't know why God has put me on this earth. If he did to watch me suffer He did one hell of a job. I feel numb and weightless and realdy to float away. And my body is always cold. I don't know how I survive each day. I hear footsteps behind me, ready to be attacked. I wish I had a shield around to protect me. But I don't and I feel worthless.
Reason for writing:
The date this poem was written was 11/29/95. I was very depressed and need to get out my feelings.
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