I would like to kick him in the ribs Yes, I do mean the ones that he says always hurt so badly Maybe then he would feel the pain I felt when he kicked me in the heart. But ribs will heal, will a broken heart? He was my friend, right? My God, I hope I never have another friend like that Did I have what He thought he needed? Or did he have what I thought I needed? Doesn't much matter now-- when the going got tough he made sure he got going....and not the way he promised "I can't help that I've fallen in love with a beautiful woman," He said. "So shoot me" (I should have) Is that all I was to him... someone to look good beside him, his sidekick. Does his ego get a boost knowing he screwed his "best friend?" "I'll never turn my back on you," he lied, "I'll tell everyone that I love you." Well what happened my friend? Within 12 hours, you ass, you did turn your back on me and thought only of one person... YOU! You know what--- I deserve better and you know what--- I have better, thanks for one thing helping me to see that From now on I'm taking charge of me, I'm trusting me No matter who turns their back on me It's not the end of the world the only thing that is the end of the world Is.. the end of the world That's it..no more bull shit talk I refuse to listen Stop being such a spineless wimp Wait.... On second thought--be one it makes no difference to me I'm no longer interested.
Reason for writing:
Being involved with someone who said he loved me
then turned his back when we were found out...(both married)
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