Killing Myself

by Isabel - Not entered

I’m so scared
With my trembling hand
I can’t seem to make any sense out of my life
The pain is too great
I can’t control anything anymore
I can’t live like this anymore
The razorblade to my wrist
The gun pointed at my head
I’ve got to die
There is no other way
I’ve got to leave behind this wretched world
I can’t find the love I’m searching for
I like the feel of mutilating my skin
	My arm likes the sting
I like the pain
	I love the pain I’ve become addicted too
But nobody will answer me
Nobody has heard my calls
I can’t live like this
I belong in the cemetery.
					
E.B.

Reason for writing:

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Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1997-05-21 21:59:06
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:39:28
Poem ID: 47180

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