A Soul InTorment

by Andrea the Capricorn - Not entered

When I look to the horizon I see in plain view,
The cutting energy, the difference between me and you.
Oh how it aches to be free, to give up this habit called a home;
The  anchoring into actuality,  no expression to roam! 	
Part of this wondrous creation,  this trial period of eternity,
Who decides whether I fail, is it you or is it me?
I can’t be judged on my own desire,
Especially if  I am in fear of a hell’s fire!
Am I responsible when this is all that I have been given?
I know that the spike has already been driven!
Oh God, is that enough to free me from this constant wretchedness, 
I Confess and confess  and confess….
Sucking at the dirt in hope for a gain.
What is it that I want again?
Nothing is worth it, even I can see!
Just look what the fuck it is doing to me!
Around the sham tree, I dance and sing
Oh give me an angel’s wing.
Then I take a sudden turn…
That’s something  I’ll never earn.



Reason for writing:

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Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1997-05-28 04:35:14
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:39:30
Poem ID: 47258

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