Shadow of Me

by John Forrester - Pisces - Not entered

I CAN'T EVER FEEL THIS LONELY AGAIN
I STRETCHED MYSELF TO BREAKING POINT
I THOUGHT THAT I COULD BE STRONG
IT'S FUNNY HOW YOU CAN FOOL YOURSELF FOR YEARS
THEN YOU'RE HIT IN THE FACE
ALL THE CRACKS ARE STARTING TO SHOW
I'M WIDE OPEN AGAIN

TAKE YOUR HANDS AWAY FROM ME
YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND
YOU'RE NOT WHO YOU SHOULD BE

I HAVE A GIFT FOR BEING ALL THE WRONG THINGS
AND BEING SOMEWHERE ELSE
WHEN I SHOULD BE RIGHT HERE
IT'S A STRANGE SITUATION I FIND MYSELF IN
I NEVER STARTED WHOLE
BUT NOW I'M HALVED AGAIN

BEHIND THIS BRAVE FACE
THERE ARE THINGS THAT I SHOULD SAY
I HAVE ALL THESE WORDS I CAN'T KNOCK INTO SHAPE
I DON'T WANT TO HEAR
ALL THOSE THINGS YOU NEED TO SAY
I'M JUST A SHELL, AN EMPTY HOLE, A USELESS FACE
A SHADOW OF ME

Reason for writing:

    Illness, stress, and being pestered by the wrong people!    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1997-07-02 05:59:24
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:39:34
Poem ID: 47529

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