Sinking Ship

by John Forrester - Pisces - Not entered

I'M GROWING USED TO THIS ABYSS
ALWAYS FLOATING, ALWAYS MISSING OUTSTRETCHED HANDS
AND STUMBLING DOWN
STUMBLING DOWN
AND IF I GET A GRIP
THAT'S WHEN THESE USELESS HANDS OF MINE SLIP
AND I'M ALONE
I'M ALL ALONE

SO ARE YOU HERE TO HELP ME?
OR ARE YOU HERE TO SAVE ME?
WHY ARE YOU REALLY HERE AT ALL?
TELL ME

SO SOMEONE BREAKS THE SURFACE
SURROUNDS ME WITH HOPE
AND JUST AS I AWAKE TO SEE HER FACE
SHE BREAKS FREE
SHE LEAVES ME
ALL ALONE
IT'S LIKE CLUTCHING AT STRAWS
IT'S LIKE AN UNSCALEABLE WALL
IT'S LIKE WIPING YOUR FACE KNOWING
THE TEARS RETURN
THE TEARS RETURN

CLUTCHING MY SIDES
SCREWED UP LIKE A BALL
A WHIRLWIND INSIDE
A WHIRLWIND INSIDE
MOUTH, EYES AND HANDS DON'T WORK 
MOUTH, EYES AND HANDS DON'T WORK
AND THE RAIN DRAGS ME DOWN
THE BEAUTIFUL RAIN DRAGS ME DOWN

I WATCH THEM BAIL OUT
LEAVE ME I'M A SINKING SHIP
I'M A SINKING SHIP
SO LEAVE ME
LEAVE ME

Reason for writing:

    Loneliness. Isolation. Being unable to transmit emotions from inside to outside. Sinking Ship has another life as a song.    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1997-07-02 06:12:25
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:39:34
Poem ID: 47530

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