Everything

by John Forrester - Pisces - Not entered

Something's cut my puppet strings
sinking in life I've come to despise 
metal punctures the skin 
feels like I'm rotting from within
I'll cut you to the bone
then drop you like a stone 
maybe I'll graze my fists 
or break my wrists again 

sinking further and further 
all I feel 
sinking deeper and deeper 
today I lose everything 

The curse of self preservation 
I can't seem to shake it off my tail 
lying cold, living numb
why does sleep never come? 
keep seeing things that aren't there 
like a name on skin so bare 
a loathing taste in my mouth
please don't make me heal now

sinking further and further 
all I feel 
sinking deeper and deeper 
today I lose everything 

all that I've swallowed makes me sick 
the thought of me makes me shake 
well I could touch the rope 
but I've still no desire to escape 
I'm covered in scars and scratches 
I've ruined nothing of any worth 
so I'll drink myself to death 
it seems i'm getting worse... 

sinking further and further 
all I feel 
sinking deeper and deeper 
today I've everything...

Reason for writing:

    Self explanatory...    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1997-07-02 10:55:55
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:39:35
Poem ID: 47535

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