My Midlife Crisis

by Tony & Elsie Phipps - Not entered

It developed out of lonliness
It stayed because of need
Even tho I fought it vigorously
It took me over like a weed

Once I was tangled in it's web
I lost sight of my sanity
I'd always dreamed of feeling this
But I remembered I  wasn't free

Torn between what's right and wrong
I tried to break away
My mind still knew what it must do
But my heart kept screaming stay

At night I'd wait till all was still
Then I'd sob myself to sleep
Only to dream of sea-green eyes
And feelings kept buried deep

It was the first time one of my fantasies
Had ever come to life
I was helpless to fight the feelings
And unprepared to face its strife

Fantasies are something
Over which we have control
We weave them oh so carefully
To make them fit the mold

In them no one is ever hurt
Only happiness plays a part
But when we deal with reality
It involves both mind and heart

There comes a time when you must choose
Which road that you will take
You realize no matter which
Someone's heart is bound to break

My advice to all who read this
If this problem comes your way
Fantasize if you must
But from reality never stray

For even tho its enticing
And you believe you have much to gain
Please don't let it fool you friend
It must always end in pain!

Reason for writing:

    To possibly stop someone from making the same mistake.    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1997-07-24 22:31:50
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:39:39
Poem ID: 47659

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