In the Dark

by Tegan *Libra* - Not entered

What a welcome retreat
from the cruelty of day
With a sigh I close my weary eyes
and the darkness takes my pain away.

In the dark where I am beautiful
and there's no one here to judge
And no harsh glare of unmeant words
burning at my lifeless skin

In the dark where no one is around
to hear my anguished cries
And feeling pour out 
like the endless stream
of tears from my stinging eyes.

My body is weak and my brain is so tired
from the pitiless torture of every f*cking day.
The monotonous torture of another god damn day.

Now another has passed
and the heartache drains down
to soak in the pillow
along with the tears.

And as the billionth salty droplet
rolls down my pale wet face
I drift off to sleep
and another day's erased.

Peaceful slumber swallows me
and my clenched fists ease
the trembling softens
and at last the tears cease.

Numb, 
Comforting,
Tranquil,
Sleep.

Here in the dark.
Where I am beautiful.

Reason for writing:

    Sometimes at the end of the day you just have to let it all out. release whatever pain or anger you've been holding in all day and just cry like hell.    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1997-08-08 18:58:33
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:39:40
Poem ID: 47754

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