Tears in the Rain

by BONITA P. VALDEZ - Not entered

Like droplets of rain it trails down slowly
drenching my cheek threatening my being
not to surface again from the world of madness
from the fortress of sorrow and desperation

Like droplets of rain it immerses my eyes
completely blinding my sight
with utter adulation of victory and delight
keeping me steadfast and fearless

Both ecstasy and anguish revealed by
this little glass-like droplets
tears. . . they call it
Where compassion and hope lives
and how the fatal storm inside me eased

I knew how they watched these tears roll
freely from my mournful eyes
sometimes I feel the comfort
sometimes I feel the shame
for letting this childish weeping go
there's no way to hide it, but why should I?
I can't keep it secret since my eyes can't lie

Perhaps, yes perhaps when the next rain falls
I would cry beneath the cold drizzle
which will blend with the same tiny
droplets I have created tears, they call it
oblivious to the sight of men
obscure and unseen
because nobody can see my tears
as it falls, peacefully in the rain.

Reason for writing:

    One painful experience in my life on a rainy day inspired me to write this poem. 
Crying is one of the emotional outlets I have but somehow I find it embarassing
to cry infront of people. I must let this hurt go, i ran outside and cried in the pouring rain.
    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1997-08-11 07:08:27
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:39:41
Poem ID: 47767

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