missing you

by mare-bear sagittarious - Not entered

I lost a friend to make an enemy
not caring of the consiquences to come 
losing the dearest thing to me
being stuburn yet feeling so dumb
crying by myself, in a room so alone
never telling of how you hurt me so 
what I should stop I continue to condone
the bitter tears they so openly flow.
wishing to correct, this wrong
but not willing to addmit defeat
growing farther and farther apart as long
as long niether of us says we're beat
missing you always, never happy in fact
continuing to live life in a daze
wishing we had the friendship I now lack
knowing our future together is covered by haze.
How can I tell you how I miss you so
when my dignity keeps acting up,
Reminding me of bad times instead of bad
Not forgiving that you called me a slut.
So I continue to cry alone and afraid,
of what a new day may bring to my heart. 
Wanting to take back the rudness I bade,
wishing we'd never grown apart.


Reason for writing:

    I lost  the dearest thing to me, a friend.
    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1997-08-19 00:42:30
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:39:41
Poem ID: 47814

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