It seems like lately all I do is cry. Especially when I'm all alone. All over one girl and the most perfect guy. 'Cause for him her feelingsshe's shown. All I do is sit and think about him and her. How could she possibly do this? I told her it was okay, whatever, sure. But it is him I so badly long to kiss. My true feelings I didn't want her to se. I didn't want her to know I was so upset. Why couldn't he feel that way for me? Now it's for me that he cares less. It was never even really me he loved. So she thought it would be okay, and my feelings to the side she shoved. Now there is nothing I can say. She says that she just decides who she likes. So why did she even think of deciding on him? They are both causing so many tears in my eyes! Why did she decide on him? Didn't she have any clue? Does she even know how she's hurting me so much? I long for him all through the night. He will forever and always be my crutch, and he'll be eternally in my sight. How could he break my heart and not know it? He didn't even give me a second glance. I fall for him and don't like it one bit, Cause he never even gives me a chance. No matter how many times my heart he breaks, or how many times my friend betrays me. I hope he's always happy, though my heart is at stake, cause he means way too much to me, you see.
Reason for writing:
I was really in love with this guy, thoough he didn't like me. I didn't really know him, so my crush didn't last. But I got to know him better this weekend, and a really good friend of mine asked me how I'd feel if she liked him. I told her I couldn't control who she likes, cause I can't. But I don't believe she likes him. And he might like her, but he might not.
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