A stranger trying to walk back into my life The door is locked, the key has been lost and forgotten, Time cannot be turned back and relived No words can describe what must be said to you So I have chosen to remain silent, When can I see you again you ask? I will see you again when you have perished Then you can feel the everlasting pain you have put me through by burning below for eternity. Father figure, never have I seen your figure playing the roll Your own addiction to poison you could not control Seeking rehabilitation too late The establishment has already been destroyed, Pain inside my heart the neglect cannot be denied Have you no shame? How does it feel to receive the punishment you put onto me? Decisions, making decisions can this be wrong or right Morals fighting from left to right Pacing back and forth from day till night The right decision cannot be hidden Never will you be forgiven, Lonely stranger what you have done to me others view it as being forbidden Only the one who dwells up above the clouds can forgive you for what you have done No love lost here on this side From me no longer do you have to hide Your existence is now denied, Never to see you again, I pick up my pain and take it in stride Surname I have done you a great disservice by not living up to the neglect that you provide, I am not worthy you say as I see the surname fall down the cracks of life, It hits the bottom and showers me with nirvana; No longer am I part of this surnames infinite fight.
Reason for writing:
Extreme pain, from neglect.
Birth sign: Not entered
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