mAnnAEAtEr’s PRayeR

by linteena - Not entered

slam my face against a wall
scream til silenced from a sound-proof room
try to catch the wind like a kite
and fall even farther below
bloody my nose with my own fist
move a mountain all at once
faint from the puny burden i have
run blindly into an empty street
i can’t die if i won’t
i can’t bleed if i’m dry
i can’t salvage the dreg
i am nowhere, —fast
from the wine bottle i’m looking from
i can’t see nothing but brick
from the wine bottle i’m looking from
the tears are much too thick
spread my brain across your blouse
blow my air into space
as far as i can tell, it’s good as new
i fall headfirst into dirt
i can’t die if i won’t
i can’t bleed if i’m dry
i can’t salvage the dreg
i am nowhere, —fast
from the wine bottle i’m looking from, the sweat is drowning
me, from the wine bottle i’m looking from i sink in my sea,
from the wine bottle i’m looking from, i see me

Reason for writing:

    long story.
    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1997-08-31 22:46:47
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:39:43
Poem ID: 47885

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