Downward Descention

by Jakki - Not entered

Have you ever felt so sad inside
Your hearts so heavy with pain
Secret tears silently cried
Too Complex to explain
     Have you ever felt depression
     Down in the depths of your soul
     A black downward descention
     Too powerful to control
Have you ever felt so alone
As if nobody even cares
Left out on your own
Belonging absolutely nowhere
     Have you ever felt futility
     No point why even try
     So much anger and hostility
     You almost want to die
Have you ever felt regret
Mistakes got no excuse for
Can never change or correct
Feel remorse forevermore
     Have you ever felt as I feel
     Suicidal, No hope I can see
     So my destiny and fate I now seal
     To end the misery that is me

Reason for writing:

    Written at a time when I felt alone and scared, obviously
    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1997-09-17 17:33:39
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:39:44
Poem ID: 47933

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