denial

by Jessy (Capricorn) - Not entered

i was a child 
and you were a child 
when all this started
we should have parted
long ago
alas, 
you drag my heartache on
heart and soul are torn
too many tears too cry
too many times i've wished to die
i look into your eyes again
why do i still pretend 
to not know what you do intend?
before the day is over
i will go home
broken 
battered
heart all tattered
and have another drink 
just so i don't think 
of what i've done again
of how long this goes on
new day never born 
llttle girl forelorn
in the corner crying 
inside heart is dying 
wonder how you stay so cold
aren't i now a liitle old
to fall for all of this?
you never even want to kiss 
just get it over with

Reason for writing:

    
(http:members.aol.com/TiJean0615/poetgirl.html)

now about the poem -- it's all a true story and it's all pretty self-explanitory.    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1997-09-21 22:09:39
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:39:44
Poem ID: 47953

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