I really wish I could apologize to my friends, for I made a really huge mistake. But they'll never be able to forgive me again, and every day of my life now I'll have to be fake. I will act happy so no one will worry, but how can I live with this misery? Every night since that night has been so blurry, and I've been wondering how this can be. When I awoke in the hospital I asked where they were, and they told me not to worry about them right now. So I didn't, because they were okay, of that I was sure, but now I am just asking myself how. I don't remember very much of that night, but I remember being pressured to drink. That still, though, doesn't make it right. Now my decision I wish I could rethink. I remember getting in the car, and telling my friends to come on. But we never even got very far, and now my closest friends are gone. I wish I could take it back! It should've been me who died back there! Now I have a burden and I'm cut no slack. I wish I could tell my friends I really care. I only drank a few drinks, but my friends will never breathe anothere breath. And of that night I am forced to think, and always remember I caused their deaths.Birth sign: Not entered
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