Tears on my face Memories on my mind Lying on the floor I can hear nothing But Silence I can see nothing But Darkness And those scars On my wrists I know I should not have done The things I did those days They hurt me so much then They still hurt me today Sometimes it seems like Nothing of what happened is real Sometimes I wish that I had never taken the knife And used it against myself Looking at my ceiling Trying to discern some stars Which could show me the way To recovery Utter recovery Blindness and Innocence Can't you see how painful It is to see those scars? Can't you see how sorry I am for having hurt myself so badly? Why can't I be forgiven? Give me hope, give me myself again How long will I have to pay For the crime I committed? How long will I have to bleed From the cuts on my wrists? I am sorry for what I did I did not know it would hurt so much I am so tired of living this again I am so sick of seeing the same things all the time I am sorry - can't you see? Can't you see?! If I had known... I would not have taken that knife Or... I would have pushed it deeper... Tears on my face Memories on my mind I can hear nothing But Silence I can see nothing But Darkness And those scars On my wrists...
Reason for writing:
Sometimes I wonder if I will be able to forget what I did to myself... I did not know it would hurt so bad...
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