Addictions

by buddy, taurus - Not entered

when i first started it was out of rebellion
it was because it was something i wanted
and it was my choice to give

i did it voluntarily, yet i knew better

now i can't get enough

i tell him i should stop
i try
he's willing to
it's just me

i do it voluntarily, and i know better

i can't get enough

i ignored the guilt
it went away
i'm enjoying myself
i'm playing with fire

i do it willingly, i know better

i can never get too much.

Reason for writing:

    why not? it's inside us all, yet it's up to us to decide
when it's going to be allowed to start.
    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1997-10-28 23:38:56
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:39:47
Poem ID: 48096

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