My own persons song

by Brian S. Clemons-Aquarius - Not entered

It flows through me, as river does to sea
I try to be different, but I am me.
Countless Fathers, countless Mothers before
Living in woods, on river banks and shore.

Before the time of Christ, beyond their years,
It flows through my children, beyond their years
Allowed to be free it grows and flowers
Forced to lie dormant it withers and sours.

Each child must be allowed to sing their song
No matter how loud or soft or how long.
To paint with their own pallet of colors
Not with mine, not with yours, nor a brothers.

We must ride our own lifes' current, or walk
In the steps others chose for us, and talk
The words they want us to say, and the lives
They want us to lead, like bees in the hive.

I see the world through my ancestors eyes,
I can feel their presence, so old and wise,
Directing me, guiding me, pushing me
Into the current, to make me be me.

Stop. Clear your mind and listen to yourself.
Turn that radio off up on the shelf.
Listen, your life force is softly speaking
Unheard, but there, like a floor boards creaking.

Your rivers current within you races
Look deep and you'll see your parents faces
Smiling up at you, wishing you good speed
And much happiness, and that you succeed.

With one child grown and almost two more
It's time I listen, open up that door
And step outside, follow the rivers' path.
It's time to bring life to this Mothers' calf.

Time to jump in and the current follow.
Time to shake off my past life so hollow.
A drone in the beehive I've been too long.
It's time I must paint my own persons' song.


Reason for writing:

    Words have always danced in rythmn in my head. My oldest child is a promising musician with the courage to pursue his dreams . He  has inspired me to pursue my own course.    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1997-11-03 20:42:05
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:39:47
Poem ID: 48129

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