Alone

by Chembry Dunn - Libra - Not entered

Boredom hangs on a night, so still
I can hear it breathe.
With no one to talk to, I jot down a thought,
a moment, a place
In a desperate attempt to capture
A mind that forgets itself more each day.

As silence grows louder I feign the sound
Of the phone and a light rap at the door.
It is my hope come to bargain with me.
To sell me that dream of anticipation
That I shall not be alone.
And the paranoid freak, I answer it.
Indulge its taste for disappointment.

Am I living?  Did I die?
Afraid I could not tell you.
Too much of both could be said.
Dreams quickly win the favor of my focus.
Drive out the madness in my head.

Reason for writing:

    I think the reason I wrote this is easily derived from
reading the poem.    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1997-11-21 00:26:32
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:39:49
Poem ID: 48203

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