how could you do this to me? i am not an object full of fun and games. i am me. i have feelings. deep feelings for you. when you left me, i learned not to cry when i heard your name or when i saw you. i learned to live and love again. but my thoughts always went back to you. i didn't want them to. you hurt me, but i still loved you. i didn't want to, but i did. secretly, i kept the feelings inside, hoping that it would make them go away, but they didn't. i thought that we would love again- someday. i knew that i wanted to be with you again. i thought that you wanted to be with me, too. you said you did. why did you lie? i tried to put you aside, but you were always there- right by me. you were always in my thoughts when you weren't with me. i used to think that you still cared for me. i was blinded by your words. but you didn't care, again you hurt me. again you lied. deeper than before, you shattered my dream of- someday. now you go laughing down the hall, making fools of others who fall in your path, while i try to build my life again.Birth sign: Not entered
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