When exactly did the alcohol and drugs take control of my life? When did they leave me sitting in confusion and strife? Did I now when it happened? But thought it was a lie Or did I just not see? Because my brain cells were fried I do know I seemed happy I seemed trouble free But that wasn't real Couldn't anyone see? I wasn't me I was heading toward a one way collision A collision with myself When the day finally did come I couldn't hide I couldn't run My whole being was turned inside out And in a way I was washed clean And now I know exactly what it means to be free Because I can finally feel and see What it's like to be me
Reason for writing:
My life over the past two and a half years. But now I'm clean
and I'm going to keep it that way!!!
Birth sign: Aquarius
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