Thoughts of a Confused Poet

by Jada Andrews - Capricorn

I'm sorry you can't see 
the chaos in my wake.
I'm sorry you'll never see
what you've done to me.
I'm sorry you can't see the
tears that you're the cause of.
I'm sorry I can't let you see me cry.
I wish I was strong, as strong as you.
I wish I wasn't so confused.
I wish I didn't still love you,
and I wish I could just get over you.
I just can't seem to get you out of my mind
I think about you all the time,
I don't know what to do with myself
and crying doesn't seem to help.
I guess I'll just have to nod and smile,
and keep my pain to myself for awhile.
And always know that I love you,
and I will do what I have to do.

-Jada Marie Andrews

Reason for writing:

    A broken heart...    

Birth sign: Capricorn
Date created: 1998-01-19 21:18:13
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:39:55
Poem ID: 48570

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