I loved you, if you only cared

by The New Dylan(i wish) - Not entered

I tried to spoil you with attention
I tried to love you with my heart
But you didn't even turn your head
So it's time we grew apart

I pushed away all the others
I emptied out my mind
But you didn't even seem to care
It's time I left you behind

You helped my depression grow
You caused my heart to die
But I endured so I could love you
Now I'm tired and I cry

I see my heart come crashing
Through feelings I don't know
I've waited for her so longingly
But I've got nothing to show

I tried to cover you with hugs
I tried to dry up all your tears
But you found everyone else
So it's time I get away from here

I put the world behind me
I placed you ahead
But you didn't even realize
It's time to move you back instead

You caused confusion in my blood
You shattered all my hope
But I just kept on keeping on
Now I weep and mope

I see my heart come raining
From clouds that don't belong
Pouring on my mockingbird
I never even got a song

I tried to sweep up all your problems
I tried to clean up all your mess
But you never did the same 
So it's time to change your dress

I fought those against you
I stood up for you in fight
But you never opened your eyes
So it's time I take my flight

You can't ever comprehend
What I felt for you
I wish I could have said it somehow 
But I doubt that would even do

I see me heart bleeding
Blood that isn't red
And I see my heart loving
One who thinks me dead

Reason for writing:

    Me, being the dumb naive fool that i am, developed a huge crush
on a number of people, mainly a lezbian. If only i was a 
female...hehe, oh well.    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1998-01-20 01:54:01
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:39:56
Poem ID: 48579

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