A letter to my heart

by sugar - Not entered

I'm sorry.
I know you have been hurt many times, even broken, even as I write this you are trying to heal.
It wasn't all your fault.
Maybe I gave you away too readily.
Maybe I gave you to the wrong guys.
Why did you let them get to you?
You're scarred and battered now,
But you still stir my soul into believing that you won't get hurt This Time.
This Time will be different.
Then when I believe you, he steals you away from me.
But even that might be okay,
But then
He is careless with you
And that means 
another tear 
another break
Even once, 
It was a cut to my very soul.
I don't know if I will ever love again,
But I promise you
It will be a long long time
Before I give you away
Again.

Reason for writing:

    It is just the way my life has gone. Please e-mail me and tell me what you think of it.    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1998-01-28 19:37:37
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:39:57
Poem ID: 48662

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