Sinner

by Arielle - Not entered

Face flushed
masked with shame
I tear away and run
(sometimes it seems as though I am always running)
though I have no destination
nowhere to go

and as I feel him gaining on me
(every day it seems as if he is getting closer
and closer)
I try to step lightly
through the soft white powder
desperately trying to leave no mark
no imprint

I almost smile as the cold air numbs my body
And as the wind  seeps right through me
I look at myself as though I was an intruder
(trespassing on a pathway which I swore I would never stumble upon)
 and in protest my mind detaches from my body
for fear that it may be held responsible

and as I crouch and hide
(safe if only for a moment)
I stop and look
trying to remember which way I came from
my glazed eyes scan the barren desert of snow
shuddering as its rich purity screams at me
reminding me that I am so much the opposite 








Reason for writing:

    I suppose we all eventually learn from our mistakes, but at
the time that aspect is clearly forgotten.  Guilt is a 
horrible emotion isn't it?    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1998-01-29 23:59:23
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:39:57
Poem ID: 48675

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