you're acting so different than before. like you've suddenly became a new person. hating every minute shared with me. i've tried so hard to understand. i've even tried blaming it on the way you felt. i knew what was happening between us, but i didn't want to believe it. i couldn't bear the thought of not being with you. but as days pass, i know that i cannot live with it much longer. i know that i must face the truth, but i can't. why does life have to be so hard? is forgetting you all that difficult? so many people don't understand. they have never been in love with you. they say you are just using me, and that i should forget you. forget the fun we had and the plans for some future day? and all the times you came over and we had fun doing absolutly nothing but just being with eachother? and the time you said, 'I LOVE YOU' with such gentelness in your voice? i cannot believe it was you who said it. i cannot believe you are the same person. you seem so... different. but i still remember you... the old you, the loving you. forget it all? can i? do i even want to? i don't know how i could ever live without you. but i'll try.Birth sign: Not entered
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